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The Sun Doesn’t shine on everyone

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I know…. It has been a couple of days since ive wrote something to you. That’s because I was lazy 😉. Don’t get me wrong, I’m still lazy as a sloth with green algae growing on its ass.  In 2019 we went on a trip to Hyderabad. We were a large herd of omnivorous humans, there were almost 10 families including my own. They were my dad’s friends and their families. We went there by train, got ourselves an old bus whose seats were covered a layer of fine dust particles for sightseeing. I like to think that the bus gave me a bad cold that time and not the ice cream I ate. Anywho we saw a lot of places, shopped a lot, ate a lot, and slept a little. Seeing new places is more fun with friends and this trip was filled with a lot of them. Teasing each other, pulling pranks on each other and jump scaring many made the trip more memorable.    Then one fine night went for a “light show” or more like do-anything-with-lights show. the other guys in the group went for shopping and didn’t c

Brink of madness

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It took me a couple days to type this cause everytime I start typing I think about this really low time in my life, it's hard. Hey you! Over two years people have talked about nothing else than Covid-19. We have lost a significant amount of our life to this pandemic. Like everyone else I also want this to end and be free of these shackles. I want to go out without wearing a mask , I want to hug and get hugged by the people I love. But it looks like that's not going to happen anytime soon. *Sad. Let me take you to the starting of this awfull thing called "lockdown", March 2020. I was in my college and there were news about a couple of people getting covid 19, I'm talking about 10-15 or so. As usual my State went to full on panic mode and announced holiday to educational institutions for 10 days, they thought they could get the situation under control in that time but boy they were wrong!  I came back to my house to celebrate these holidays caused by a m

"Something" at First Sight

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When I was in 10th standard my family along with my friend's family visited Varanasi. Well, I'm not sure if I was in 9th or 10th std.Ok that's really not important. I'm going tell you an incident that happened to me in that journey. We had a blast in that trip. My friend Nayan and my sister didn't care about the historical and religious significance of the places we visited in that trip still we were having a blast.  The incident that I talked in the first para happened on the last day in Varanasi , in Varanasi Railway station to be precise. You guys know how it is when you are with your friends , right?  We were talking and laughing during the whole trip. The last day wasn't any different, we were in the railway station waiting for the train and I met someone.... *Suspenseful dramatic music... Like I said we kids were saying random shit and laughing at stupid things. We were saying all this in malayalam. Some time later a family sat in t

Story of a boy with a big waist

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When I was in secondary school I was a skinny kid. You might think that the problem was that I was skinny. But no that was not the problem, the problem was that I had a big waist. Like imagine a skinny indian version of Kim Kardashian , that's how I looked.  I wasn't the one who noticed this "disproportionate waist size" it was my family members , my uncles and aunts. From them my cousin's who are 15+ years older than me "realised" the same thing. They also found out that my hips swing from side , like a lot. So my had ingredients for body shaming and  I realised that my family members (not my mom and dad) used to stare at me with sympathetic eyes. On top of all this I fell sick when I was in higher secondary and lost 15+kgs. Keep in mind that I was still a skinny kid. It was like as if the universe wanted my life to be miserable. After almost 6 months of hospital I was weighing around 20kgs. I couldn't understand a word they taught in sc

Stupid thoughts

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There was a time in my life when I thought I would become a superhero , like Spiderman. Crawling on walls , fighting criminals , make people happy and all that. Deep down I still kinda want to become a superhero and become strong.  Who would have thought that growing up was so hard and painful. Growing up is learning how to ignore things , becoming selfish and some people don't get good at at it though.... I'm one of them.